Looking back, so much (everything) has changed. I'm so blessed to be able to spend the last night of this year with the love of my life, and I get to look forward to spending the next one (and many more!) with him, and our baby. It's scary to me, but I know it will be okay. I have him, and I have my mom and the rest of my family and a few friends that are going to be there for me and help me in any way they can.